fuckkkkked uppp
my pleasant meet up with love which was days ago, oh i think last weekend but i only get to blog about it now. hheee.
my dates w love was superb. had dinner at fish & co. initial plan was t go manhattan fish market. thanks t our assumption in which we thought we cld find one outlet at orchard but failed to. ended up we went to fish and co & we thought its better than manhattan fish market.
it was our first time trying it. and im satisfied w the quality of food, and the serving. plus the service given, though i find that the waiter kept on secretly stealing a glance of me every now and then, which was rather irritating.
then i was paranoid on what to get, kept on walking around and found nothing that caught my attention but finally got a top from zara.
and i should really stop spending. it feels like i spend more than i earn, though technically it isnt true but it feels that way and so its bad.
headed down to the gym w chibs today. i was alone as she dint have mood for it. and being the only female in the gym among the guys, you'll get numerous stares. not that im not used to it, but at times its rather irritating. sometimes, guys like to judge females. think we cant be as strong as em huh. hehe or am i just being paranoid. okay whatever.
but a day at gym feels so rejuvenating. lovedd that feeling!
then, thought of heading back home straight but chibs persuaded me t accompany her t bugis, ended up i spend on a dress. its quite a unique piece. hehehe. but shant be too happy bout it cause im suppose to save, not spend! urgh
pardon my vulgarities because someone just pissed me off, totally.
anyway, pictures, enjoy!
fuckkkkk youuuu. oh fuck 3x.
fuck you real hard cause you seemed to like fucking me real hard. yes, you wanted opinions and when its the negative ones that you received, you dont seemed okay at all with it. in fact you condemned oneself for giving such a negative comment bout you. have you ever wonder why such comments were given? even if you think you're trying to prevent something, based on what you mention, there's ways of doing it positively okay?! oh fuck, kept on saying about leaving and separation cause know what, you made me feel like doing it, reall soon. honestly, whatever happenings/incident that others or yourself went through, its all about the different walks of life. yes, you should learnt from it but dont take real hard to yourself thinking it would be happening to you or whatsoever thoughts that you have that sounds real crappy to me cause if things were to happen, we cant stop it and if you could just understand and have trust is us, this will all help in the 'prevention' of incidents thingy. this is not some olden age era. this is the 2000th millennium and if your still sticking with your ways, you wont go far. why result to violence whenever someone opens up to you? cause it hurts your ego right?hurts your BLOODY ego reall bad that you cant take it and you feel like killing that person because of your BLOODY ego. yes, i just recalled, you loved using negative words when speaking to us. BLLOOOODYY. oh how sweet. you and your words, dont expect us to listen to you when youre using such language. if you say you're knowledgeable and civilized proved it from your actions. huh.
the more i learn the more i rebel. so guess what? you suckkedddd.
i calmed myself down, said few prayers to myself and prayed hard that i wont lose my temper or another war would occur.
yes, called me insane or ungrateful, yes you're always right and im always wrong. blablabla.
tired of listening to the same old thing.
& coco, i admire what you did but you know sometimes things are better left unsaid.
lesson learnt :)
loves,
saf.
my dates w love was superb. had dinner at fish & co. initial plan was t go manhattan fish market. thanks t our assumption in which we thought we cld find one outlet at orchard but failed to. ended up we went to fish and co & we thought its better than manhattan fish market.
it was our first time trying it. and im satisfied w the quality of food, and the serving. plus the service given, though i find that the waiter kept on secretly stealing a glance of me every now and then, which was rather irritating.
then i was paranoid on what to get, kept on walking around and found nothing that caught my attention but finally got a top from zara.
and i should really stop spending. it feels like i spend more than i earn, though technically it isnt true but it feels that way and so its bad.
headed down to the gym w chibs today. i was alone as she dint have mood for it. and being the only female in the gym among the guys, you'll get numerous stares. not that im not used to it, but at times its rather irritating. sometimes, guys like to judge females. think we cant be as strong as em huh. hehe or am i just being paranoid. okay whatever.
but a day at gym feels so rejuvenating. lovedd that feeling!
then, thought of heading back home straight but chibs persuaded me t accompany her t bugis, ended up i spend on a dress. its quite a unique piece. hehehe. but shant be too happy bout it cause im suppose to save, not spend! urgh
pardon my vulgarities because someone just pissed me off, totally.
anyway, pictures, enjoy!
fuckkkkk youuuu. oh fuck 3x.
fuck you real hard cause you seemed to like fucking me real hard. yes, you wanted opinions and when its the negative ones that you received, you dont seemed okay at all with it. in fact you condemned oneself for giving such a negative comment bout you. have you ever wonder why such comments were given? even if you think you're trying to prevent something, based on what you mention, there's ways of doing it positively okay?! oh fuck, kept on saying about leaving and separation cause know what, you made me feel like doing it, reall soon. honestly, whatever happenings/incident that others or yourself went through, its all about the different walks of life. yes, you should learnt from it but dont take real hard to yourself thinking it would be happening to you or whatsoever thoughts that you have that sounds real crappy to me cause if things were to happen, we cant stop it and if you could just understand and have trust is us, this will all help in the 'prevention' of incidents thingy. this is not some olden age era. this is the 2000th millennium and if your still sticking with your ways, you wont go far. why result to violence whenever someone opens up to you? cause it hurts your ego right?hurts your BLOODY ego reall bad that you cant take it and you feel like killing that person because of your BLOODY ego. yes, i just recalled, you loved using negative words when speaking to us. BLLOOOODYY. oh how sweet. you and your words, dont expect us to listen to you when youre using such language. if you say you're knowledgeable and civilized proved it from your actions. huh.
the more i learn the more i rebel. so guess what? you suckkedddd.
i calmed myself down, said few prayers to myself and prayed hard that i wont lose my temper or another war would occur.
yes, called me insane or ungrateful, yes you're always right and im always wrong. blablabla.
tired of listening to the same old thing.
& coco, i admire what you did but you know sometimes things are better left unsaid.
lesson learnt :)
loves,
saf.
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