hush.

Dont speak.
just hush. let me think.
let me wonder. let me decide.

its tough.
or im being tough?
it isnt as easy as i thought it is.
and now all of sudden, im lost.
dumfounded.
im speechless.
to let it go or keep holding on.

im a freak. yes i am.
im just too foolish to be true.
am i being immature ?
mayb, mayb not.
thats what you think.
bt i have my way of doing things.
sumhw the sweet wrds wont work on me anymore.
you dint offend me. you just make me think.
& im thinking.
shithead. =(

loves,
saf.