disheartened
and if i were to reflect back on how much ive changed over the years, for those who knew me, might say, ive changed somewhat a little a lot, yes. it can be in many ways, be it from personality wise, character wise, dressing sense wise etc.
and you mentioned it. in fact you kept mentioning it quite often. yes, and i do agree. and i knew i cant return to my old self, even if i try to. its almost impossible. i dont know why, dont ask me why. its disheartening for me, obviously. and somehow, i even wonder why cant i stay the same way like how i was before? yet, another part of me, wants me to change because im tired of being the old me. i know, its contradicting. if you think its easy, to change and change back to my old ways, to be who i was back then, i dont think im able to do so. but i will, try as much, to tone down whatever changes that's happening within me. i hope it will make things better. and i know its hard for you. but i do hope you'd understand and be supportive about it, also, i hope you could accept me for who i am. thank you.
changes are inevitable.
loves,
saf.
and you mentioned it. in fact you kept mentioning it quite often. yes, and i do agree. and i knew i cant return to my old self, even if i try to. its almost impossible. i dont know why, dont ask me why. its disheartening for me, obviously. and somehow, i even wonder why cant i stay the same way like how i was before? yet, another part of me, wants me to change because im tired of being the old me. i know, its contradicting. if you think its easy, to change and change back to my old ways, to be who i was back then, i dont think im able to do so. but i will, try as much, to tone down whatever changes that's happening within me. i hope it will make things better. and i know its hard for you. but i do hope you'd understand and be supportive about it, also, i hope you could accept me for who i am. thank you.
changes are inevitable.
loves,
saf.
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