Helpless and unmotivated
It has only been 3 months that im in this new environment and a chaos had happened. I wasn't aware of it. I didnt realize that such a minor issue could be the next big thing that is affecting others. See, the thing is we can never run away from work politics. It bound to happen everywhere and anywhere. At the same time, you can't expect everyone to accept or like you despite you trying your best to please others.
At the end of the day, it's just not worth pleasing others. I think it is more important to have a healthy relationship with everyone around, be genuine and just do your own work. If you have any issues with anyone, i think it would be more professional to go up to that person and confront the person positively rather than bitching around like some secondary school kids. Then act all innocent infront of the person you loathe. That's just uncool and immature. See, when they say you should be more mature when you're an adult. Later you realized that this isnt true. Just observe your surroundings, how many adults, who're infact, older than you, behaving so childishly. Spreading rumours and whatever nots, getting others to despise the person you loathe when that victim didn't affect others in the first place.
Well, sad truth, reality check, some people are just so fucked up. Just because your life is fucked, you dont have to go around fucking up other people's lives. Pardon me for the vulgarities. When you start to be so calculative about minor issues, spreading rumours for little mistakes that someone else's does, can't compromise with others, it just puts you in a black spot. You think you'll get some sympathy or some justice to be done, but guess what, you just make people despise you, even more.
Sad to say that this is what's been happening and no, i'm not deeply affected by this because i believe that we can't run away from this shit. At the same time, i'm so glad that atleast, i've some that i could put my trust on. It's no wonder that these people have trust issues. Because people can't trust you for what you've did to others. The irony is that, i don't go around seeking for the truth. The truth came up to me when i least expects it.
It's a lesson learnt and an enlightening experience, it helps me to be more aware of my doings and to be cautious to toxic people. Safe distance is necessary and only reveal to the ones you could trust. What's life without some shitty experiences isn't it. Well, guess what? You lose my respect and good that you've shared your true colors to everyone around.
On another note, i was very easily overwhelmed and affected by own emotions and thoughts. When i thought i've got no one else to turn to, then, i think it's best i share and pour everything out to the ONE who listens every sec without fail. The future is scary and unpredictable. A lifetime commitment is a gamble, it could turn out good or otherwise. The only thing i could resort to is prayers, for strength and endurance because quitting is not in my list. Atleast, for now.
Yours truly,
saf
At the end of the day, it's just not worth pleasing others. I think it is more important to have a healthy relationship with everyone around, be genuine and just do your own work. If you have any issues with anyone, i think it would be more professional to go up to that person and confront the person positively rather than bitching around like some secondary school kids. Then act all innocent infront of the person you loathe. That's just uncool and immature. See, when they say you should be more mature when you're an adult. Later you realized that this isnt true. Just observe your surroundings, how many adults, who're infact, older than you, behaving so childishly. Spreading rumours and whatever nots, getting others to despise the person you loathe when that victim didn't affect others in the first place.
Well, sad truth, reality check, some people are just so fucked up. Just because your life is fucked, you dont have to go around fucking up other people's lives. Pardon me for the vulgarities. When you start to be so calculative about minor issues, spreading rumours for little mistakes that someone else's does, can't compromise with others, it just puts you in a black spot. You think you'll get some sympathy or some justice to be done, but guess what, you just make people despise you, even more.
Sad to say that this is what's been happening and no, i'm not deeply affected by this because i believe that we can't run away from this shit. At the same time, i'm so glad that atleast, i've some that i could put my trust on. It's no wonder that these people have trust issues. Because people can't trust you for what you've did to others. The irony is that, i don't go around seeking for the truth. The truth came up to me when i least expects it.
It's a lesson learnt and an enlightening experience, it helps me to be more aware of my doings and to be cautious to toxic people. Safe distance is necessary and only reveal to the ones you could trust. What's life without some shitty experiences isn't it. Well, guess what? You lose my respect and good that you've shared your true colors to everyone around.
On another note, i was very easily overwhelmed and affected by own emotions and thoughts. When i thought i've got no one else to turn to, then, i think it's best i share and pour everything out to the ONE who listens every sec without fail. The future is scary and unpredictable. A lifetime commitment is a gamble, it could turn out good or otherwise. The only thing i could resort to is prayers, for strength and endurance because quitting is not in my list. Atleast, for now.
Yours truly,
saf
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