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Friends like these
Friday, July 03, 2015 || 12:29 a.m.

It's true we tend to have lesser meet up these days but it's perfectly fine because whenever we meet up, things has always been the way it is. No awkward feeling or whatsoever, we can literally just lepak and talk about everything. It's nice that we managed to have this breakfast session together. Thank you dear steph for accommodating to us.

I'm happy for dear steph who will be the first to get hitched. Shall give her best wishes and hope everything goes smoothly for her. hee! in line is..i can roughly assume? hehehe. No names shall be mentioned but again, we all can only plan so much only left with god to decide.

These are the kind of friends that I truly treasure. Not only, we're able to click and tolerate each other's nonsense but also we help each other and give advises when in need. Thank you for the lovely people and I'm blessed to have this bond from puberty period till now. hehehe.

Yours truly,

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Ramadan 2015
Wednesday, July 01, 2015 || 7:03 p.m.

No one can run away from sinning because we are all sinners. Either way we will still sin as long as we're alive but that it's an excuse for us to stop repenting.

Alhamdulillah for this year, some improvement and changes were observed. I'm blessed and thankful for witnessing the beautiful progress. What matters is slowly and surely. Trying is better than not trying at all. I thank god for answering my prayers. All I want is the best for each of ourselves.

In fact, one of my target is achieved this year. Apart from that, rough planning is done and that really helps to ease my anxiety and worry. I've no idea why I was filled with worry and doubtful about it.

Insyallah, things will get better. Soon, sem 2 will begin and it'll be tougher than the beginning but I hope i'll pull through.

I need to sort out and control my emotions, filter these bad thoughts and emotions within me. Throw away the negativity and live life positively.

Yours truly,

i'm losing myself
Monday, June 22, 2015 || 1:14 p.m.

I realized a change but I'm not too sure the exact cause of it. I thought it was just me. Or probably my work lifestyle or the things I see in the media. Today, I watched a video and I realized how much it has impacted me, deeply.

The actions that affected me not instantly but slowly and subconsciously. When I see myself, I don't feel loved or even a good vibe within me. I felt depressed and unappreciative. Most times, I know it's wrong of me to feel that way. I pinch myself to make myself realize of the blessings I've been given and then, calmed myself to look at what I have instead of what i don't have.

Often i asked, 'Why do i even have such issues now?'

Maybe it started ever since I'm down with breakouts and even after I've recovered it, it takes time to build my self esteem back. It's not easy. People can tell me how i should feel but it's the thoughts within myself that I've to deal with. It's always a war within my head. A battle of losing and repairing myself.

Then, it made me realize, I've stopped loving myself. I need to take actions to regain back my old self. If i don't love myself, then who will?

No one has the right to make me hate myself. I should not let that happen.

Yours truly,

First visit to MUSEE Platinum at JEMS
Monday, June 15, 2015 || 7:51 p.m.

I've visited to two other places before coming here. This time round I took the package that I've been wanting. A total of 40 shots at the lower area and about 19-20 shots each at the upper area. What impresses me was the cleanliness of the surroundings and how spacious each cubicle is. I've been to Fabulous Tan before, it was good but I would say MUSEE was better? The way the staff treated me and the follow up steps taken for maintenance was good. It was better than Fabulous Tan. Sales wise, Fabulous Tan was more pushy as compared to MUSEE, no hard sales at all.

Difference was that at Fabulous Tan, no applying of cooling gel was needed and not much post maintenance services. Level of pain is minimal, similar to MUSEE.

What prompted me to try here was the deal that I saw at Groupon. However, instead of taking the deal that I bought, I signed up for another package. So, having said that I've referral cards, in which, if you're interested for a discount, I could give you my referral card for your benefit. :)

Do contact me if you're interested in getting it.

That aside, I've had 2 dreams that caused me to breakdown upon waking up. It was so devastating and I couldn't bear going through it again. I don't want to repeat the same mistake again. I'm not sure if that's just a dream or a sign. Whatever it is, I pray for strength and guidance.

Yours truly,

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Monday, June 08, 2015 || 7:32 p.m.

Within that few games we've had, not once I won over you. Then, I discovered how smart you actually are. The first time you sketched me also made me realized how you're such an artistically inclined individuals, also along with your other abilities that impressed me.

It's funny because that little talk we've had made me realized a similar personality that we both had. Now, that's a little dangerous because it might lead to conflict.

But I won't forget being there because it's one of my targeted places to go. Truly, I felt satisfied being there and looking at the surroundings of the location, I fell in love with it. Surrounded with greenery, away from the hustle and bustle of the busy city. The best thing is, I'm able to stargaze due to the darkness of the surroundings. That gives me the feeling of serenity. It's beautiful.

Most importantly, with you, it's just splendid!

Yours truly,


Testimonial from Amy ( Pre Wedding Of Amy + Elfe )
Saturday, June 06, 2015 || 12:42 p.m.

This could be the most patient client I've had so far because I really take my time to complete this assignment. Furthermore, they mentioned they did not need it in a hurry. Hence, I gave a complimentary album as a token of appreciation. Alhamdulillah, based on the feedback I've received, they liked it! :)
I'm so glad to have such understanding clients and so glad that I could complete this during my term break. Another assignment in the process of editing too. Thank you for your words of encouragement and motivation, lovely people. However, if you think there are some areas for improvement, by all means, shoot me back with those critics. I'm open to learning. :)
From Amy:

'Hey! ape je u!from the bottom of our heart we love love love love ur work sey! everything and elfe lagi tak kesah with anything. and I think whatever we pay u is equivalent to whatever uve done for us. and I lagi blm habis bayar another half of ur money. thanks k saff. tk sabar sey nak tgk all.'

Yours truly,

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300515 Engagement of Farihana & Shahrul
Sunday, May 31, 2015 || 3:14 p.m.

I shall start this post with many thanks to the almighty for enabling me to get a new baby. I call it handsome Nikko. Much more sexier and I feel empowered using it. So, below are the pictures of my first official shoot with handsome Nikko. There's still so much for me to learn but I'm always open to learning and critics.

I'm blessed to capture such beautiful moments.
So, contact me if you're interested in engaging me. :)

Yours truly,

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Toying with handsome Nikko
Friday, May 29, 2015 || 2:49 a.m.

After much contemplation, I've decided to make a big investment. Got myself a handsome Nikko, which I've yet to fully experiment with it. This is the first time I play with it and there's still so much more for me to learn. Unlike my sexy nikki, it's bigger and more complex but I'm loving it's features!


Yours truly,


Haa... Beri perhatian kepada orang yang paling memerlukan.
Tuesday, May 26, 2015 || 3:05 p.m.

Sometimes when we lose someone it's best we take a look at our priorities. Or how we prioritize things around us. Here's a good movie to relate to what I'm saying.

Coco graduation 2015
Sunday, May 24, 2015 || 12:08 a.m.

The day after I ended my final lap, I worked that very night and attended her graduation straight after night shift. It was a beautiful sight to see many smiles and laughter of the students who graduated. Indeed, I could reminisce the feeling, I wasn't really ecstatic the fact that I graduated, I just felt very relieved. Like, finally, I've gotten this piece of paper which could probably provide me a job of a better income.

Yep and guess it did, in some ways. No, I didn't choose to pursue working in the same line as what I've studied but I do make use of some of the skills that I've learnt throughout the 3 years. No, it wasn't a waste being in that course for 3 years, I've learnt a lot of useful skills that I could use till now. Also, thanks to being in that course, it has broaden my prospect on design and gradually, I've learnt to find my real interest.

So, once again, congratulations for making it happen!

Yours truly,

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