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This happens only once a year and this year, it was extremely special...due to the fact...of i shall not disclose. Anyways, B was kind enough to spend this special day with me. I wasn't expecting anything, the fact that he was from night shift and all...But this sweetheart actually had some plans at the back of his mind.

He brought me to harbour front first, asking me to wait somewhere for awhile, few minutes later, he appeared with a wide smile holding something in his hand, which was very predictable...a birthday cake. But what was unpredictable was that he got it from Awfully Chocolate!

I've been wanting to try their cakes! OMG. True enough, it's the kind of cake that i love. Taste of dark chocolate and rich in moistness of the cakes, i love the fact that it's not overly sweet unlike most cakes. Next stop, he rode up to the harbourfront ...which i thought we would just sit and stargaze or something along that line...

But he was saying something like we are in rush.…
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