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Shiseido black mask
Tuesday, April 22, 2014 || 2:41 pm

My first time trying this mask and it feels good, painful but good. Painful because it could peel off your hairs too. Its a leave on mask, so it is easy to use and needs no wash up after applying it.

This is especially good for those with blackheads etc Not that i have any of the black. I only have whitehead for now. Super irritating!

Yours truly,


From Bandung, with love!
Monday, April 21, 2014 || 6:51 pm

Are you ready for some photobombbb?!
Coming from my fellow friends. Enjoy !
Yours truly,

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Thursday, April 17, 2014 || 8:47 am

It breaks my heart when i have certain conversations with certain people. As i feel like i should have such conversations with people who are closer to me. But i can't. I've always asked myself why is it so hard to be easier with people who are closer to me?

I lost hope in myself. I don't know what the future holds for me. I don't even want to think about planning it.

Sometimes, i tried expressing but i don't get the kind of response that i expect. That makes me goes back to my shell. My comfort zone. And i know i'm not the only one who faces this and i don't know how long i can keep living this way.

Little2 things saddens me. Maybe its pms?
I dont know but i hate feeling this way.

Yours truly,

Tuesday, April 15, 2014 || 11:52 pm

Sometimes, i wish they could be more open and flexible. They have to start it as i can't do it on my own. :(

I wish i could be myself. I dont know why i'm not being myself when im with them.

I always have this fear that they will have difficulties accepting the type of people i'm with.

Please god, makes us better. Open our hearts to understand and love each other. Give us a chance to be better than yesterday and strengthen our bond than before. Amin.

Yours truly,

|| 11:32 pm

Day 3 we went to Kawah putih with gorgeous scenery. Followed by swimming at hot spring and having lunch at another sindang reret outlet apart from our hotel.

Then, we went to kartika for purchasing of some brownies along with shopping at some random factory outlet.

And we ended the day with dinner at Takigawa Meat Bar Rest. I was totally in love with this rest. I can never forget the cosy ambience and beautiful scenery that goes along with it. I shall post some photos of this soon.

Last day, we have no time to do anything except heading straight to the aiport for our flight.

I have to say, this second time of going bandung was definitely a fruitful experience for me. I totally enjoyed the itinery and company. To more adventures ahead! Alhamdulillah for the safe journey and the fact that everything goes smoothly. Syukran :)

Yours truly,

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Day 3
Monday, April 14, 2014 || 10:19 pm

We started off with breakfast at the hotel, followed by our long journey to Kawah Putih. Indeed, the view there was breath-taking. I cant describe it in words. Later on, we went for swimming session at their Hot Spring. I was expecting like a waterfall kind of setting but it turned out far from that. It was just swimming pool with hot spring. A good experience though.

So, after that, we had lunch at another outlet of sindang reret. Then, we went for some retail therapy at a location in which i can't recall but i'm a happy girl as i got myself a pretty green maxi dress! :) Mad love for the cheap, pretty dresses there!!

Lastly, we went to Takigawa Meat Bar Restaurant located at the top of the hill, a super gorgeous ambience with good food. I'm in love with the place. Such a relaxing place to sit and chill.

Enjoy the photos!

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Yours truly,


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Day 2
Sunday, April 13, 2014 || 7:12 pm

We started off with tree top, drove by Elsya. My personal driver on day 2. Tree top is where we had the high elements. This is the first time i tried on a 'self service' high elements, whereby you have to fix the carabina to the element yourself.

Initially, i wasnt quite sure about the safety of it. But after going through a few obstacles, it seems fine and there werw instructors who keep track of us and guide us along the obstacles.

I enjoyed the activity along with the beautiful view. Truly amazing and challenging. They have about 5 different level of obstacles to go through. Each person costs about $30+. It is so much better compared to sentosa high elements.
Done witht that, we went to rumah moda and cihampelas walk where the street shops sells unique and nice outerwears and i fell in love with this street. I am very facinated with their gorgeous pieces of outerwears. Done with that, we went to floating market, where we had snacks from the various boats. Very interesting way of selling their food.

Later in the evening, we had dinner by the street, a simple dinner with an interesting concept. The shop is by a push cart itself, mats were placed by the side of the push cart and basically, you sit on the mat to have your dinner. I love this concept, very relaxed. By then, it was almost midnight and wr headed back to the hotel to rest.

Yours truly,

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Bandung, Day 1
|| 6:59 pm

Before, i missed out anything that we did on day 1 in Bandung let me roughly summarize the yesterday in these few paragraph.

We reached at airport at about noon. This time round the flight wasnt as smooth as compared to my previous flight, probably due to bad weather. There were a few times that we could feel the turbelance. I kept calm and just enjoy the view through my window. I was feeling very uncomfortable with the seat. I guess i can never get comfortable with AirAsia seat because its so packed and my posture feels so stiff.

Anyway, once reached, we headed for lunch, followed my shopping at Jln Sutro Joyo, which i love! My first time heading there and they sell casual clothings with their local brands. Good price with nice designs! The shops there were similar to haji lane type.

Done with that, we went to pasar baru in which, i seriously the time we had there wasnt enough as i didn't get to complete my shopping list. :(

At night, we went to the transtudio theme park, which is not bad actually. Better than KL timesquare, followed by dinner and back to the hotel.
By the time, im at hotel, i felt super shagged. Honestly, i feel this is the first time in history that i stayed up so long straight after night shift.

Done for yesterday and my adventure starts today! Take care people.

Yours truly,

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To my B,
Thursday, April 10, 2014 || 1:00 am

Who has been such a dear to me lately. Thankyou for everything.

Yours truly,


Badoque for the first time!
Tuesday, April 08, 2014 || 1:07 am

Finally, we went to Badoque for dinner! A great date spent before i fly off. The serving is alot! Especially for 1 pax. Good thing, we shared the main course and even so, we had diffficulty finishing it. Hehe.

The steak was well cooked very tender, easy to cut and chew & swallow. The chicken drumlets tasted mediocre, nothing extraordinary. I still love the steak! Yummy. Highly reccomended and worth spending. I feel like visiting there again, to try the salmon. Next time probably?

I'm thankul for everything. Alhamdulillah :)

Yours truly,

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