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A day to Mersing
Wednesday, January 21, 2015 || 7:05 pm

18 Jan, we went to Mersing, a day trip for the grown ups. Mama randomly asked me the other day whether am I working on the 18th as she planned to go for a day trip with pa and sis. Immediately, I checked my schedule and coincidently, I was on off! So, she got the packages for us and we went there by coach. Sis became merlion before we reached Mersing itself. Indeed, Mersing is a peaceful pretty place. The wind was strong, it was cooling and a good place to fly kite.

However, something that I don't get it, houses there, people don't really practise good hygiene. I wonder why. The surau there, was also a little dirty. :( Then on the way back, we passed by some Chinese and indian temple and it makes me ponder why our surau can't be as clean as theirs. hmm..

But overall, it's a perfect breather that I need.

The next day was the first day for me. Topics we covered were pretty interesting, a lot of new terms and theories but it's all related to us, our lifespan development.

The day after the next day, I had an event shoot. My command held an event with a theme of back to school. Indeed, it's refreshing to attend events that has a certain interesting dress code. It's where one can see the creativity of oneself. A freedom of expression by dressing up. I love taking such events, except that poor lighting at venue can cause pictures to turn ugly. urgh.

Yours truly,


Friday, January 16, 2015 || 1:08 pm

I've never had such a dilemma for such a long period. It bugs me so much when I think or when someone mentioned about it to me. Choices, we are given the opportunity and freedom to make choices. Some may be good, some are otherwise.

Changes, it happens. Sometimes, it happened in a matter of days, sometimes it takes years or sometimes some just doesn't. Should we anticipate for that change, or just forget about it?

Hope, as humans, we can't help to be hopeful for something we desire or something we wish to achieve. However, how hopeful can one get?

Prayers, it creates miracles. It's able to change one destiny if we pray hard enough. Atleast that's what I believe till now.

Yours truly,

Cosy conversations
Tuesday, January 13, 2015 || 1:56 am

It was B who planned to bring me to a cafe, Rouse. Our first time there, searching for the exact location takes a while as there were no obvious signages from the side of the road etc. I fell in love with the rustic vintage ambience, i love the concept of the surroundings. Something fresh and new, usng for cheap materials creating a cosy environment, the warm lighting and the way the food was serve. The servings were not that big but it's good in a way that it is healthy.

Conversations that we had brought us closer. Things will change in a matter of time. I will be more occupied and god knows how i will be coping but i'm praying hard that god will make this journey of mine a smooth one. Insyallah. I'm extremely nervous for this new beginning and i'm so glad that B is being so supportive of it. :)

Oh, done with Rouse, we headed to Mind Cafe@Prinsep, my previous working place. How it brings much memories to be back there. It impressed me with how smart he is when it comes to games that requires strategy. Somehow, my brain is rusty when it comes to that. We had about 3 hours of gaming, munchies and free flow drinks for about $10++. It's quite affordable and a good way of bonding session.

That's all for today. I'm feeling the pressure when i've yet to even have a proper start for my new journey. Till then, take care people!

Yours truly,

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131214 Wedding of Su & Yus
Tuesday, January 06, 2015 || 6:15 pm

By yours truly.

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Countdown 2014
|| 6:12 pm

A throwback post of my last day in 2014, i spent it with my boys over fireworks and some prawns. We literally spent the night together. Just 3 of us. It's been quite sometime we last hang out this long. We're growing old very fast, conversations starts to get more serious and we get tired easily. Glad to spent my last day for that year with them, indeed, soon, we'll have lesser of such celebrations.

Anyway, i didn't expect khatib to have fireworks. It was quite impressive actually to have fireworks around the neighbourhood area. hehe. Yes, i did mentioned about us becoming old as we can't even be bothered to travel to town for fireworks through the crowds etc So being able to witness it closer to home brings much joy to us. hehehe.

It has been good so far, alhamdulillah.

Yours truly,


The boy with small eyes.
Friday, January 02, 2015 || 5:03 pm

Had our first date for the year. A simple one, had night at the museum after a day at work, followed little conversations. Last year been such a journey for me and little did i expect that we could go through the storms and came out stronger. Whatever it is, this year will be a year of a new list of priorities. I hope we could pull through it together, it ain't gonna be easy for sure.

I've to keep my faith strong, pray and worh hard. Leaving the rest to the almighty. Insyallah.
Okay, love B!

Said his eyes can't open any bigger after midnight. -,-

Yours truly,

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Monday, December 29, 2014 || 7:33 pm

Last weekend was my cousin wedding and it brings much joy & laughter to the whole family. Doing alot of DIY not neccessirily save costs, maybe for some stuffs yes but it definitely requires alot of time and effort. DIY photobooth is a yes though! hee. I shall post more photos soon but first, a couple shot of my Ma&Pa. Comel teramat!

Yours truly,

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Farewell for Fyzah
Thursday, December 25, 2014 || 7:25 pm

Her farewell brought a new meaning to one of my close friends. Though i didn't expect my close to be that way but it has been proven and all that matters is my close ones is happy about it. It's time that fyzah said her last goodbye.

Due to unforseen circumstances she had to leave. This place is shitty that way. Especially when you've yet to get a confirmation. They'll monitor you closely, even little mistakes could be of such a big deal. Yes, lesson learnt that we hold a very big responsibility. If you think it's that simple as you've seen. Oh boy, you're wrong. You've no idea what goes behind close doors.

This taught me to even be more thankful for the stable job that i've now. Though im looking for other opportunities in future but as of now, i'm contented to stay where i am now. :)

Prayers for better opportunities comes for you, fyzah.
And if any of you have any job vacancy, do hit me up!
Much appreciated. :))

Yours truly,


131214 I Wedding of Suriyani & Yusri
Monday, December 22, 2014 || 10:43 pm

They were shy but were open to our instructions and i had fun shooting such a beautiful simple wedding.
I love simple weddings!

Congratulations Suriyani & Yusri, may this love be blessed with joy & laughter!

Yours truly,

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Kau tak mengerti aku
Tuesday, December 16, 2014 || 12:28 pm

Aku mohon, mengertilah.

Yours truly,