2am

Its been two days im sleeping at 2 am. My body clock is totally screwed. When you start working shifts, i bet this is a norm. To get it all fixed, i guess the only way is to stop working shifts and get proper office hours job.

Well, that depends too cause if you're working and schooling at the same time, i guess it'd be pretty much screwed too.

Speaking about studying, i have plans to further my studies. The problem is finding the right moment to start it. It's not really about finance, maybe partly but mostly because i'm not ready yet, for now.

Like i've said before, i wish to catch up with my hobbies first. Once i start studying back, im sure i'll have very little time for all these sidelines stuffs.

At this age, its normal for one to feel pressured as to think, so what's next? Im afraid of making changes in my life. Life is getting all so serious now, most of it involves money. Sometimes, i feel as though we live to earn rather than live to enjoy and appreciate every little blessings that we get/have.

Maybe it's due to the lifestyle here. Everyday is so hectic, fast paced. Everyone cant stop complaining about the rising costs here but no one can actually do anything about it. We all just have to live with it.

Life's sounds so depressing isnt it?
Maybe its my country and i wonder when can it get better, here.

Yours truly,
Saf.
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