devastating dream

i cant quite remember the whole thing but i remembered meeting one of my girlfriends, whom i hardly see or meet. the moment she saw me, she gave a huge hug. she hugged me so tightly, then we let go for a moment and then she hugged me again, crying.

then i assumed she was heartbroken, and spontaneously, i did. as we cried so hard, the hugs get tighter. and i can remember vividly what i spoke to her while tearing.

woke up, still crying.

never thought it'd affect me so much.

loves,
saf.