hatred

do my usual routine
studyin at nite
bt sumhow todae
i juz cant focus
which i juz dunnu wie
n i hate it so much
i drank coffee
to keep me awake
it didnt work
miraculously
adding to tt
i felt sleepier
though i've slept in d aft
im worried
urgh
tmr still gt sci paper n im slacking agn
surprisingly
i still can blog
urgh
well i juz dunnu wad to do animore
mayb after dis i'll try to study agn
n if i cant
mayb juz gotta sleep n wake up tmr morn to study
tot of fasting tmr
bt urm gotta fast 2 days
scared cnt make it
so i 'll nt fast tmr
may b on sun
yey
goin to mad dis sun
finally!!

chiows
dissapoinment enveloped my sorrows

dead
saF