cradle of masturbation

im just plain bored right now. oh wells, later on im gna go out for job hunting with my grl2. i really hope we'll get a job. i cant stand being jobless fr like 2 months?

gosh. i wouldnt want to imagine it tht way. furthermore, numerous birthdays are coming up. and obviously i cant always depend on my parents fr cash. so right now, im just doing some random shits, blogging, frenstering and chatting, still, it feels so empty. i've noticed how much we have changed frm the olden days till now. why obviously its nothing new because we do change once in a while. but still, it really shows how much we've grown. and time seems to past real fast.

i can still rmbr vividly my daily routine. to wake up in the more. head to sch, singing the national anthem..had sch as usual then slack after school. right now everything is so diff.

and i can hardly find someone grown up to talk to unlike my secondary school days. oh wells, its time to grow i think.

and as we grow, we tend to be preoccupied. like right now, im havg hols but love doesnt. he gt attachments and stuffs, sisters are all schoolg as usual. verbal communication is lacking in these days. why, i guess thts why frenster, facebook and blogger are such an efficient way of communicating. oh wells. so much of blabbering shits right now. i guess thats enough for now.

before i end, i wna say sorry to one of my gf. if i've hurt you in anyway.
any vacant job, approach me yeah?

loves,
saf.