i didnt mean it

i didnt meant it
wen i tried to talk things out it hurts alot

to hurt n hurt u more wen i noe ur going under a lot of pressure..

to abandon u n suddenly giv dis shit

i juz wanna:
make things up
haf a hapi life which i alwaes wanted but nv get
haf my man of my dreams which rarely comes along
get good grades which are hard to get
pray 5 times a dae but alwaes haf other things going on..
be free my soul
be dead so dat im not a burden to ani1