isolation.

Have yet to recover.
It comes and goes at times.
Pardon me for any wrongdoings.
Time spent mostly on projects and nothing else.
Night conversation is a nomore for now, projects comes first.

Would appreciate if people bother me less.
And i hate to reply repetitively.

Thought i have the strength to get over it.
Sometimes, everything just comes flashing back.
The moment i saw you and the way you look into my eyes.
Despite just for that few seconds, it still affects me.

Intention of purchasing things to consume was abandoned.
I felt so numb, scared and disheartened all of a sudden.

Its part of life, i know.
But will it happen again in future?
Many possibilities, yes.
I have to stay strong, i told myself.

loves,
saf.