who's fault?

we speak, we talk, we argued, we fall in love, we break, we cry, we're hurt.
but who's at fault?

is it me?
am i being unreasonable?
am i not good enough for you?
is it my ego?
i tried, i negotiate, i try to understand.
but what do i get in return?

im in despair. no one to talk to, no idea what to do next.




a colleague of mine said, ' if youre not serious, so its okay going out with other people.'

i thought to myself, have we ever talked about our future? i doubt so.

so are we serious? or not.

sometimes it aint easy, i want the good moments to return. can i rewind back my life to those moments. im missing so much of it.

to you, i dont know if you know how badly i want to get to you but everytime i want it to happen, things just happens. :(

loves,
saf.