loudspeaker on!

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!

To papsy: i love you & will always do. you're the best man on earth. seriously i mean it.
Though all the shits you've been through, you're still there for us no matter what.
Yes, & god pls give him a place in the heaven life after death. Cause he deserve it. Forgive him for all his wrong doings & bless his life throughout. amin.

And when it comes to an outing, ther's always sum shitty shits tt we hav to go through.
Due to god-knows-why. It started out with an awful morning. With screams & yells. Cont'd
with non-stop nagging. By only god-knows-who. Chaotic & seriously annoying.

Sometimes i wish i could just dissapear from this world for awhile. Or maybe forever? Is
that possible? Why what a stupid qn, of course nt. Yeah i know it's never possible bt i wished
for so many times. Still it never happens. I can never run away from reality.

It aint easy growing up. You've gotta be strong enough to tolerate all these shits. Seriously whatever shit im going through right now really make me think twice of growing up.

Cause I wouldnt want to face all these ever again. Its painful. Yes. This period of growing up hurts the most i guess. Its whereby ther's alot of conflicts. The understanding part of one
party towards another party isnt there. Fake assumptions & the level of tolerance towards one another is wearing thin. Sometimes its best we dont see each other that often. Its the best solution. Sadly bt true.


& my smile doesnt mean a thing.




loves,

saf.