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Last saturday,

sangsingapurba made an outing to sentosa. we had lots of fun, chit-chatting, had played soccer-monkey, enjoyed basking ourselves under the sun with our feets sinked within the pure white sand. it was lovely, such a stress relieveing session. had a great talk with the girls, dint camwhore much though. the cubs left quite early. or shld i say, the lions came late. by the time we came, they went off. yea, some sort like that but its a great bonding session for us.

the next day, ive worked and manager wasnt there, and all my colleagues were beaming away. ive heaerd nasty stories abt my manager agn. its worst, this time, thank god i dint get such treatment from him.

Last friday,

peers have been great to me. they really bring much joy and laughters to my making my life pleasant day by day. love life has been sucky recently. it's tough. everytime we face, i faced dissapointment. i dnt understnd why, ive tried bt always failed. sometimes things gt so bad that i wished tht we dnt even face each other. sometimes i cld just feel so down by just thinking at our current situation. sometimes, i jst dnt knw hw to react to the situation and you asked why? sometimes, i cld just hug you and tears came pouring dwn. and you questioned me, and i dnt even knw to explain. i just hope things cld get better.

i dnt wish t talk abt this, im sorry.

fuck blogger&connection! ive written so much and everything is lost and nw ive rewrite and it looks incomplete. urgh.

loves,

saf.