its me and you, only
happy 36th monthsarry to us. :)
I know that both of us have been busy with our own commitments and hectic schedule. Despite the fact that we're only able to meet ea other only once/twice a week, im glad that the chemistry and bond we have are still going strong, just like how it was and how it is right now. Yes, people kept on saying absence makes the heart grow stronger. Im not sure on how to reply to that, yes, absence do make it stronger, bt what if absence is a norm for me? because it happened too often. too much absence is also bad for the heart, i believe. i would be lying if i say i dont miss love. i miss the times we get to meet often, the days we spent just doing nothing but just being together, no pressure to rush home for other commitments etc. The outings we had, the ability to plan outings due to our freetime etc. The random plans tht we came out with. The talks we had every nights, the online talks, the night talks which lasts till morning. I miss the times we studied together, watching videos, celebrating our anni with our plans etc.
Yes, there's hardly any of that now, night talks are usually short and limited because both of us are working and we can afford to sleep late due to work, love is in camp most of the time and sometimes, handphones are not allowed for few days etc. Our dates are usually impromptu because sometimes, we're unsure of our work issues thus, its best tht we dont really have concrete plans, esp for NS, he has to standby, issues like guard duty, may appear any time. Our dates are limited to once a week, if lucky twice, even so, obviously we wont get to spend the entire whole day together, due to other commitments, afterall he has a family which needs him more than me.
And so due to all that, time become very precious for both of us. Every minute of being together is treasured deeply by me.
Yes, its never easy to be honest. There's alot of changes that we've been through. But i am strong and have been strong and will continue to be strong with his support etc. Thats the reason why i call him, part time lover, heeeee! Thats the reason why i always look forward to weekends. :))
Hee, may god bless this r/s with full of love and joy, hopefully we'll take the challenges that we face as a test for both of us and hope that this love will keep on growing day by day. hehehheeh!
cheyyyy.
I guess its been a while that i last wrote something tht comes from deep within.
loves,
saf.
I know that both of us have been busy with our own commitments and hectic schedule. Despite the fact that we're only able to meet ea other only once/twice a week, im glad that the chemistry and bond we have are still going strong, just like how it was and how it is right now. Yes, people kept on saying absence makes the heart grow stronger. Im not sure on how to reply to that, yes, absence do make it stronger, bt what if absence is a norm for me? because it happened too often. too much absence is also bad for the heart, i believe. i would be lying if i say i dont miss love. i miss the times we get to meet often, the days we spent just doing nothing but just being together, no pressure to rush home for other commitments etc. The outings we had, the ability to plan outings due to our freetime etc. The random plans tht we came out with. The talks we had every nights, the online talks, the night talks which lasts till morning. I miss the times we studied together, watching videos, celebrating our anni with our plans etc.
Yes, there's hardly any of that now, night talks are usually short and limited because both of us are working and we can afford to sleep late due to work, love is in camp most of the time and sometimes, handphones are not allowed for few days etc. Our dates are usually impromptu because sometimes, we're unsure of our work issues thus, its best tht we dont really have concrete plans, esp for NS, he has to standby, issues like guard duty, may appear any time. Our dates are limited to once a week, if lucky twice, even so, obviously we wont get to spend the entire whole day together, due to other commitments, afterall he has a family which needs him more than me.
And so due to all that, time become very precious for both of us. Every minute of being together is treasured deeply by me.
Yes, its never easy to be honest. There's alot of changes that we've been through. But i am strong and have been strong and will continue to be strong with his support etc. Thats the reason why i call him, part time lover, heeeee! Thats the reason why i always look forward to weekends. :))
Hee, may god bless this r/s with full of love and joy, hopefully we'll take the challenges that we face as a test for both of us and hope that this love will keep on growing day by day. hehehheeh!
cheyyyy.
I guess its been a while that i last wrote something tht comes from deep within.
loves,
saf.
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