cold day, im feeling cold.

i dont know what im doing.
i dont know where im heading.

i feel like im living day by day.
ive neglected so much things, which are much more important to me.

i cant think straight.

i miss my past peers so much.
i hate the feeling of being apart, especially with my old pals.
the feeling when we reunite, trying to get things the way they are.
it feels different, its disgusting.

must i face this as i grow older?

its sad to say, hardly no one understands what im going through.

and to love who has always been understanding me and being there for me,
no matter what happens,
i cherish you, always.

loves,
saf.