reluctance
i must tell you, im getting frustated with my work. initially, i enjoyed working as a game facilitator, but now, its such a torture. because now, not only they want me to work as a game facilitator, but also an event host. being a host, yes, it might sound interesting and exciting but fact is, its very challenging, esp if you get a crowd who's like half alive. and your job is to try and make them laugh, alive, and get them to enjoy the games that you're hosting. i dont mind doing it because its a challenge and its something new. still...
oh and whats more, i just had an issue with my boss regarding my working schedule, because apparently, currently, it seems like he's the one who choose when i should work etc instead of me choosing which are the available dates that im able to work. yes, it was that way, for the part timers, but nw that im more involved with them it feels like they're treating me like full timers and i hate it!
oh best thing is! he was expecting me to work fri,sat & sun without my consent. obviously, i objected and insisted on working only fri & sun, because its raya for gdness sake and weekends are the only days tht i get to go raya as a fam because during weekdays, parents working, siblings schoolg. And i dont even think he thinks abt it or even take interest when im explaining all these.
And like today, i hosted an event which starts at 1130am at BQ. Ended ard 6plus pm. Oh, he expects me to cont'd working as a game facilitator after that till 11pm. It was stated on the schedule but based on our previous conversation, i already informed him that i wont be working after the event. Yes, and he dint even informed that to my outlet manager, who now says that i runaway from work. -;- whatever it is, im sick of being chased at to work. because all this while, i work because i want to and i enjoy what im doing. yes, and honestly i abhor working at BQ now that they transfer me here, for some ____ reasons which is better that i dont say it out for the sake of the co. reputation. so to be safe, im looking out for new jobs.
apart from that, on a lighter note, the F1 fever has already started. When i went out from my outlet, i heard very loud motor engine noises, i assumed it was the plane, but i was wrong, it came from the F1 cars! At the moment itself, i felt excited for no apparent reason. Not that i fancy it but i was actually quite curious about it. heheee. Oh and what a sight, i saw various people regardless of gender all standing on something of a certain height, just to see the F1 cars. Some were even lying on the road, mind you, just so that they could peep through the spacing that they found. I was pretty amused and fascinated at tht sight actually. It was something new and interesting to me. Unfortunately, last year, when it was held i was busy working, so i dint even get to see the atmosphere of the whole thing. So, this year, i get to feel it i guess it was pretty much enough for me. Thou i dint see the cars thou, it went way too fast and there were alot of the purposely covered fence being built up, to prevent those who dint pay from watching it. hmph.
I passed by the ticketing counter, and thought some of the tickets were not bad ard 100plus, bt it went up as high as 1k plus for other ticks. Gosh, is it even worth it? hmm...
oh and whats more, i just had an issue with my boss regarding my working schedule, because apparently, currently, it seems like he's the one who choose when i should work etc instead of me choosing which are the available dates that im able to work. yes, it was that way, for the part timers, but nw that im more involved with them it feels like they're treating me like full timers and i hate it!
oh best thing is! he was expecting me to work fri,sat & sun without my consent. obviously, i objected and insisted on working only fri & sun, because its raya for gdness sake and weekends are the only days tht i get to go raya as a fam because during weekdays, parents working, siblings schoolg. And i dont even think he thinks abt it or even take interest when im explaining all these.
And like today, i hosted an event which starts at 1130am at BQ. Ended ard 6plus pm. Oh, he expects me to cont'd working as a game facilitator after that till 11pm. It was stated on the schedule but based on our previous conversation, i already informed him that i wont be working after the event. Yes, and he dint even informed that to my outlet manager, who now says that i runaway from work. -;- whatever it is, im sick of being chased at to work. because all this while, i work because i want to and i enjoy what im doing. yes, and honestly i abhor working at BQ now that they transfer me here, for some ____ reasons which is better that i dont say it out for the sake of the co. reputation. so to be safe, im looking out for new jobs.
apart from that, on a lighter note, the F1 fever has already started. When i went out from my outlet, i heard very loud motor engine noises, i assumed it was the plane, but i was wrong, it came from the F1 cars! At the moment itself, i felt excited for no apparent reason. Not that i fancy it but i was actually quite curious about it. heheee. Oh and what a sight, i saw various people regardless of gender all standing on something of a certain height, just to see the F1 cars. Some were even lying on the road, mind you, just so that they could peep through the spacing that they found. I was pretty amused and fascinated at tht sight actually. It was something new and interesting to me. Unfortunately, last year, when it was held i was busy working, so i dint even get to see the atmosphere of the whole thing. So, this year, i get to feel it i guess it was pretty much enough for me. Thou i dint see the cars thou, it went way too fast and there were alot of the purposely covered fence being built up, to prevent those who dint pay from watching it. hmph.
I passed by the ticketing counter, and thought some of the tickets were not bad ard 100plus, bt it went up as high as 1k plus for other ticks. Gosh, is it even worth it? hmm...
Oh ontop of that, there was someone with a big videocam. it was coolshit man!
lai, lai, free standing !!
back alley of my work outlet
loves,
saf.
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