give up.

i just dont know what to say anymore.
you gt so fcuked up abt these lil things. still doubting me & making me feel shitty.
i dnt knw why.

sheesh.
its my fault again. fine. like whatever. cause u never did understand me.
to be weird is something so complicated & still u dnt get it.
get off me then cause i just cant tolerate this anymore.
seriously. i've had enough pressure right nw with tons of assignmnts. & nw this?

must i reveal whats within with wrds?
dnt you knw hw to interpret my actions? my corncern? my love for you?

shhit. im beeing so like shitty & crappy right nw.
forgive me readers. i hate to bt i think i have to let it out.

find someone who suits yr needs.i aint normal.

loves,
saf.